12.09.2026 - 2nd artwork after years of not drawing

I created this one after having a breakdown. I’d never thought much of it before. I’d simply longed to draw when I wasn’t allowed and had no means to without getting caught. But after finally getting to do so after so many years, even if in secret, it pained me to take conscience of how limited my time making art truly is.

This tablet belongs to somebody else, so it leaves when they leave. The more the clock ticked, the more I became aware of how my unlimited time to draw disappears indefinitely the moment this person steps out the door.

But that doesn't mean I should just keep focusing on that. “It's not like they’re never going to return, right?” is what I said when picking myself up. I even poured my heart into this piece to try and cope. To try and get rid of this frustration and accompanying negative feelings.

“Already missing the tablet, the feeling of creating whenever I want, even if behind my parents' back. I have to learn to be more grateful, to both my sister and her girlfriend for their support and encouragement. And my parents for loving me so much and caring to the point of making themselves sick over my health.”Sep 19, 2026

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1mo

Omg im so sorry that happend i wanted to let u know ur art is truely reiviating (sorry my spelling is ass)

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Thraazy

Elle/She/Her | Beginner artist. Sometimes, I draw what I feel. Constructive criticism is very much appreciated.